• My Dreams Seek Revenge: Revisiting Hiroshima One More Time

    August 7, 2015

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    I’ve visited Hiroshima many times.

    There is a Japanese jail not far from the Hiroshima Peace Park, and in my guise as a diplomat working in Japan, one of my jobs was to visit Americans in jail, typically young men and women who’d smoked a little weed in drug-conscious Japan.

    I’d check up on their welfare, pass messages to and from home for them, that kind of thing. There were always enough of these folks in Hiroshima for at least quarterly visits, and I always took the opportunity to visit the Peace Park, the Atomic Dome and the museum. You’ve seen them all in photos many, many times.


    The thing that always struck me about Hiroshima was simply being there. The train pulled into the station under an announcement that you had arrived in Hiroshima. It was another stop on the bullet train’s long run from Osaka to Fukuoka, so they called out the name as if it was just another stop. I’d get off the train, step out into the sunlight — that sunlight — and I was in Hiroshima. I had the same feeling only once before, taking a bus out of Munich and having the driver announce the next stop as Dachau. Somehow such names feel wrong being said so prosaically.

    I guess no matter how many times I went to Hiroshima, I always expected something different to happen, when in fact nothing happened. There were 200,000 souls out there that no matter how much concrete and paving had been laid down could not have been buried deep enough. I couldn’t see them for the crowds of people pushing into the station, and I couldn’t hear them over the traffic noise.

    But past lives lingered. It couldn’t be helped. The mountains that form the background in the old photos are still backstopping the city. A lot of tall buildings of course now, but the Ota River delta, where thousands drowned trying to cool their bodies and extinguish their burning flesh, is right there. In that way the Japanese had of trying to make the war go away as quickly as they could once it was over, most of the bridges and streets were rebuild right where they’d been before the bomb. Same for most pubic buildings. With a map and some old photos, you could see where you where in 2015 and where you would have been in 1945.

    In August, Hiroshima is hot as hell and twice as humid. You can’t really sweat, there’s so much moisture in the air. Take a fast walk and you feel like you have asthma. But in 2015, you can duck into a McDonald’s not far from the Dome and absorb as much free air conditioning as you’d like. An American there, or in the Peace Park, is as likely to be ignored as just another tourist as he is to become the target of some nice Japanese person wanting to practice English.


    Hiroshima is an imperfect place, and one which will not easily allow you to forget the terrible things that preceeded its day of infamy.

    While grieving for the victims, many outside of Japan feel the Japanese government has yet to fully acknowledge its aggressiveness in plunging East Asia into war, preferring to portray the nation as a victim.

    Indeed, the otherwise moving Hiroshima Museum inside the Peace Park has been chastised by some as focusing too exclusively on a single day, out of a war that began years earlier and claimed millions of innocent lives at the hands of the Japanese military. The criticism is particularly sharp right now, given what many perceive as a rise in militarism occurring under Prime Minister Shinzo Abe.

    There have also been issues between Japan and Korea regarding Hiroshima. An estimated 40,000 Koreans were injured or killed in the atomic blast, many of them slave laborers kidnapped from Korea and brought to work in Hiroshima’s factories.

    The centerpiece of the Peace Park, the Memorial Cenotaph, was created as the final resting place for the ashes and bones of the bomb’s victims, many of whom were never fully identified. Under Buddhist tradition, without such interment, the souls of those men and women will never rest. Japan, however, only allowed those remains believed to be Japanese to be placed in the Memorial.


    There is still much to atone for, and much to reconcile. The U.S., above all, remains unrepentant. It was only on the 60th anniversary of the bomb that the first American Ambassador ever came to Hiroshima on an August 6th morning to pay respects. Ask most Americans about the bombing, and it would be surprising not to hear the phrase “the Japs deserved it.” There is still not enough for some, even seven decades later.

    Perhaps the oddest part of my visits to Hiroshima was always at the end. I simply got on a train, and left it all behind me.

    Or so I thought each time I tried, because at night my dreams always sought revenge.



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    • OldSouth said...

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      Revenge upon whom? The monsters who began and prosecuted the Japanese war upon the rest of Asia and North America, or upon those who brought it to an end?

      The tragedy of Hiroshima was that it was so unnecessary. The Japanese government could have elected, in the 1930’s, to not wage war on Asia.

      No, those poor folk who died that day did not deserve to die like that, but their city had had a snowstorm of leaflets warning them of their impending fate dropped upon them in the days before.

      But neither did boys from small towns in America and the British Isles deserve to die on little islands in the Pacific, or in the invasion of mainland Japan that was already gearing up.

      08/7/15 11:14 AM | Comment Link

    • Avery said...

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      Well, the thing is, Hiroshima wasn’t the only place bombed to smithereens with hundreds of thousands killed. It happened in Tokyo as well. So, for people who really have a memory of the war, there are few places that weren’t hellscapes in August 1945.

      08/7/15 11:28 AM | Comment Link

    • wemeantwell said...

      3

      Oh my, yes. Dresden, Coventry, London, Berlin, Tokyo, the list is as long as you like, and that’s only WWII. Hiroshima stands in for all of them.

      08/7/15 11:31 AM | Comment Link

    • John Poole said...

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      It is usually only the losers who wrestle about defeat and loss but isn’t it nice when the winners are also troubled by the fate of the vanquished. The point it to somehow stop the madness of war and break the curse of humans needing hegemony over others.

      08/7/15 3:44 PM | Comment Link

    • Steve Jones said...

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      Agreed, OldSouth. The monsters who created the Greater East Asia Co-Prosperity Sphere got what was coming to them, especially after declaring war on the US. Imperial Japan “awakened a sleeping giant” in the words of the author of the Pearl Harbor attack, and suffered the consequences, including Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Now that sleeping giant seeks to create a new co-prosperity sphere. Curious, that.

      08/8/15 2:35 AM | Comment Link

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